aku wanita...

Errmm..hari ni merupakan hari yang ke-8 aku berpantang..while my baby is sleeping, aku amik kesempatan ni untuk tulis sesuatu...sesuatu yang ada dalam fikiran aku ni.. why not, sharing my thoughts with my beloved fren kan...?

Let's begin..meh kita tgk kehidupan seorang perempuan..aku nk start from the day aku jd a wife. masa isma izani bersalam tangan dengan tok kadi dan melafazkan akad..ermm dari hari itu aku jd seorang isteri. wow..masa itu, bukan aku sahaja..malah org lain pun akan gembira..ye laaa dah jadi isteri. Rasa dunia ini ana yng punya ler...posing2..tukar baju lawa2..makan beradab...and then.faham2 laaa sendiri...!!

Indah kan saat itu..? Hhahaaa...

Lepas itu, melayari alam rumahtangga yang penuh pancaroba..laaaa konon..but am lucky, my early stage of marriage takde laa masalah ler..kecuali that time aku ni gila shopping..so awal2 kawin, saving tu kureng laaa sket. Then..

Lepas dah seronok2 jadi isteri ..tup tup another good news.. G kat farmasi, bought the pregnancy test..and...wah wah..POSITIVE!!!

:::: " yang..am pregnant!!!" Laki apa lagi..gelak sakan...yes !! yes !!!..Bermula laa proses mengandung ni...Aku, anak first..Allah memang meguji kesabaran..aku alah, pening..low blood pressure..dan put on weight yang mendadak...aku naik 24 kg..Fuuuuhhh..kusssss semangat....!!

Next stage- Proses kelahiran..aduhai..proses yg amat menyeksakan...ini laa bahagian yang menguji seorang wanita..berada di dalam LABOUR ROOM..Allahuakhbar...seksanya..

Sebelum nak masuk labour room, kena sakit dulu kat wad biasa..aduhhh..sakit yang memang sakit..hanya tuhan saja yg ada dengan aku pada ketika itu. Sakit yang susah nk digambarkan..sakit yang mencucuk2..sakit yang membuatkan aku menjerit2...(sikit aje) time tuh...but my husband teman aku sepankang mlm..so rasa kuat lah sikit...!!!!!

Thew next day, I was been transfering to labour room when my VE was opened at 5cm..aduh..sakitttttnya...then the nurses laid me down on the bed..then the real pain came..God!!! Feel like am gonna dia at that time...

Nak tunggu opening sampai 10cm tu aku rasa lama nya...lama nya..sakit nya...hanya doa saje yg bermain di mulut...Allah !! Allah!!!

Bila dh buka 10 cm time to push..the docs n the nurses suh aku teran..aduuuhhh seksa nya...1..2...3..push..!! ntah yang ke bearpa kali push..baru laa kuar si AIDEN NABEEL...

Proses dalam pantang yang 'menyusahkan'..banyak benda yg kena pantang..dr makanan, minuman..dan sepanjang proses pantang, makanan yg aku makan adalah ikan haruan, nasi panas, air suam, milo, buah oren, biskut..dan hari2 badan aku bau minyak ubat...

Part yang paling 'sakit' ketika breast kita swollen..bengkak susu..that time my breast bertukar menjadi watermelon nye saiz..aku rasa adalah DD..sakitnya..sakitnya...masa tu mmg kena perah susu tu...
dan buat pertama kalinya, maku aku tgk aku nye breast..dan dia terkejut..tgk aku nye saiz....hahaaa..besaq, cekang..n terlalu firm...hahaaaa...

Menyusu anak..malam berjaga..anak pula tk mau tidoo...setiap mlm 2-3 jam dia berjaga..sabor sabor..dan aku hampir menangis setiap mlm...STRESS!!! Stress teringatkan suami...mcm2...tapi.berkat nasihat my mom..aku bjaya menghadapinya..smp 44 hari...Hebat kah aku??

Anak kedua...AEDREAN NABIL...lain pulak citer..

Sakit..sakit..dlm proses meneran..apa taknya beratnya 3.9kg Layanan nurse pada awalnya amat menjegkelkan..tp depa laa yg memebri semangat untuk aku push..Alhamdulillah..semua selamat!!!

Now..Aedrean ada di sisi aku..sedang tido..baru lepas bg susu..tp aku masih risaukan paras kuningnya (jaundice)..aduuuhhh!! Risaunya...memanglaa kuning tu akan hilang..tp bila mengambil masa ni..ku mula risau...risau!!!

Now..what can I say..my life is beautiful!!! I have Isma, Aiden and Aedrean...Alhamdulillah!!!

Kepada kawan2 aku yg bergelar ibu, isteri..aku ucapkan tahniah..kerana bukan senang nk jadi macam ni..I mean nk melalui saat2 yang penting dlm hidup..banyak proses..now tujuan utama hidup bukan berseronok..having fun sampai no limit..yeah yeah..my life dulu sucks...tp now..dh berubah..

Life aku skang lebih kepada tanggungjwab, career n family...love them all!!!

Kepada kawan2 yang baru dapat baby..aku ucapkan tahniah..sama2 laaa kita memikul tanggungjawab ini dengan ikhlas....

Kepada yg belum dpt baby..sabo banyak2...don't get too excited..bila org pregnant..awak nak pregnant..mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya..ingat..nak mengandung senang..nak melaluinya..aduuuhhh!!.Kuatkan semangat..tabahkan hati..dan berdoa banyak2...amalkan surah Yusof, Maryam..

getting to know you

. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? ~~kepok leko mentah~~
2. Where was your profile picture taken? ~~Telaga Daing, KT~~
4. Name someone who made you laugh today? ~~my son, Aiden. He said.."mama kentut busyukkk~~
5. How late did you stay up last night and why? ~~1am, watching my new fave movie -AVATAR~~"
6. If you could move somewhere else, where would it be? ~~Amsterdam~~ (Don't ask me why...)
7. Ever been kissed under fireworks? ~~ Yes! yes!! Love it~~
8. Which of your friends lives closest to you? ~~ Darling Farhani~~
9. Do you believe exes can be friends?? ~~Yes, why not ??~~
10. How do you feel about Dr Pepper? ~~errrkkkk......~~
11. When was the last time you cried really hard? ~~Last Ramadhan..org bodoh mana ntah hit my car.~~~
12. Who took your profile picture? ~~my beloved mom~~
13. Who was the last person you took a picture of? ~~my lovely son~~
14. Was today better than yesterday? ~~nope..~~
15. Can you live a day without TV? ~~Yes
16. Are you upset about something? Yes. I need more $$$ and time, so I can go anywhere I like~~
17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? ~~errrmm..yes :) ~~
18. Are you a bad influence? ~~maybe, i dunno..depends~~
19. Night out or night in? ~~ night out...was~~
20. What items could you not go without during the day? ~~H20 n myOil Blotter~~.
21. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?~~ Kak Zuridah..sob!sob! ~~
22. What does the last text message in your inbox say? ~~I still love you with my heart n soul ~~
23. How do you feel about your life right now? ~~ beautiful ~~
24. Do you hate anyone? Yes.
25. If we were to look in your facebook inbox what would we find? ~~
26. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? ~~ oh yes!!
27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?~~ Yes, one of my ol fren said..aha!! she's wrong
28. What song is stuck in your head? ~~~Angel of mine- Monica~~~
29. Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m? ~~I can't hear youuuuu..cont : sleeing~~
30. Wanna have grandkids by the time you're 50? ~~~:)
31. Name something you are doing tomorrow? ~~~makan kendureyyyy~.
32. Do you think too much or too little? ~~Too muchhhhh...pls help~~~~
33. Do you smile a lot? ~~~Nope~~
34. What is your cutest nickname given by others? ~~~Jill.....'at' (I know..that is not cute but eeeyuuckkk!!!~~~)
35. What is your favourite ice-cream flavour? ~~~~choc + vanilla + choc + vanilla and Pelangi by MAT KOOL>>kawanKU~~~In this note: Farhani Suhimi (notes), Mohd Azrien (notes), Nooraihan Shaari (notes), Chepora Ain (notes), Aziah Mohd (notes), Noor Nazila Nazren (notes), Syida Razak (notes)