jamuan raya 09

Errrmm..today we were having fun!! Why not..we were eating ..eating and eating tilll our stomach are full like there is no tomorrow to eat. hhehehe..that was me!! anyway..you know..i loooovvvveee to eat!

Even this jamuan are dedicated to our students, but fankly telling you, i didn't feel that way. The student, they don't deserve all that. They are bad..worst..and sucks!!! They don't know how to respect us, as their teachers.

Nana told me today, when she was standing to take a glass of syrup, the student are just pretending they didn't see her, and make her to wait for a long time. Where is the quality of the real student?
we as a teachers, don't expect that our student to treat us like a king or queen, but is enough if they know how to respect us a bit. Rite? We gave them alots of food..biskut raya..but no one of them came to us and say "thank you".
Can you imagine that...

budak2 semakin jahat...

Disiplin sekolah aku semakin worst. Getting worst from day to day. Pentadbir yang tak berapa nak tegas, atau adakah kami yang hanya mampu menutup mata. Entahlaa..but i was so sick looking at my student now. They don't have any ashame or feel embrass of doing something bad.

Today, I caught few student that absent in school, tapi appear in school with shirt and jeans..and they were proudly said.."am visiting my friends ,teacher". What ..!!!hang dah le tak mai sekolah and some more you can act like that. I took their names and to make more story intresting, they came to school naik moto n of course without license. Helloooo..they are 13 years old!!

Another story, another student, he is just 15 years old, to be exact my student and i am his form teacher. He came to school oso..and he's driving a car. And he just came to school to visit his fiends. Hhahaaa...hahaaa..funny!!! His attendance dah le bangang..he skip school for about 40days plus!!!!

Stupid!!!

movie am watching now....

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love love

my lil angel..love him with all my heart

Just called him..my family just arrived from Kuala Terengganu. feel in heaven when listened to their voices. Especially listening my mom nagging at me and Aiden called me "mama". Miss them with all my heart. Errmm..wish my body still there, with them in Kelantan. Six days spending time with them, is not enough. I need more...more..

Opsss dont worry, long school holiday is coming WOW WOW!!!! I'll stay there about 2 months. Arghhh..can't wait!! And of course, with another lil angel "Andrian"

I'll love them with all my heart and soul. My dad, is on leave for a week. Since he don't know how to drive, so my mom is responsible to take him anywhere he wants to go. And Aiden become a good passenger at the back. Of course with his bantal masam...muahs muahss Aiden. They spent about 2 nites in Terengganu..aet what they wants..shopping silks..and loads more....Ermm..miss that moments..miss them very much.

give me...

Ramadhan passed. Ermm..time passing very quick. Just like a blink of eye. Ramadhan this time was very tough for me. Since, am expanding..my body too tired and have to handle lots of stupid things at school. I mean handling those students that don't even know how to be a real student. Lots of works. Meeting and paper works. And not to forget labs reports and a few of activities for chemistry student. Gosh..I can't believe that Chemistry is almost to its end. Another two chapter to finish..or maybe one. I'll skip the Chemicals in the Industry..and only focus on SALTS. Brilliant!!

Errrmmm..since my student not so good, I have to teach very slow and have to deliver all the notes in Malay. make sure they run lots of experiments to make sure they are well exposed to the variety of salts n make the rite observations. Errmm..telling u the truth, teaching Chemistry is fun if you know how to teach. But, this is my first year teaching them, so lil bit slow for me..anyway..I am working hard in make sure them understand enough what they learned.

Drop that topic..now let me talk about myself.

Errmm..I determined to finish reading AlQuran before this coming 15th Nov. This is not my fisrt time tho, but I really want to finish it. Bad thing is, now i just finist half of it. banyak lagi rite? Well..I do hope everything will be okay until the 15th Nov. Please god, Ddon't let any bad things happen on me. I cant bearly accpet all those. To be honset, am scared. Am scared too death. To think what will happen soon.. please, make it everything easy for me.

stress...

Its been such a long time that I didn't wrie in my blog. I always have time, but when my fingers are ready to type, my mind just froze in time. Too many things to tell, but very limited words to type. Lately..too many things happened around me. Good, bad, beautiful..all mix together but doesn't well blend.

But, now..i 'love'to tell something that very make myself so stress out and feel like I wanna scream loud. Look, another 7 days, another 7 precious days for my student to study before their PMR exam next week. But, they are so dumb and berlagak nak mampuih, and they just act nothing will happen to them. they don't study and they don't act like they are students. What they know, they are having fun and showing us some kind of bad attitude. God..



So..darling..after what had had happened today, I think better if I don't have to bother about them anymore. i gave them some questions and ask my student to answer. To my horror, one of my student don't even know how to draw an animal cell complete with label. I asked him to draw the animal cell and just give me three parts that he knows. Gosh..he was just standing in front of the class and scratched his head.


am totally pissed off. I keep questioning to myself. is that my mistakes? Because I couldn't deliver the learning process to them in the right way. Did I? darling..darling...I gave them everything..all notes, diagram, question and everything..but USELESS!!!

So..it is better for me, don't stress it out..relax, take a deep breath..and enjoy my pregnancy. Am i right. If they don't want to study, is all up to them. They choose their own future, they all got family and 'lovely' parents that can take care of them. Not my duty to make sure their children are success. That theirs!!!--> obviously am stressed out. Hahahhaaa...

Tomorrow, new spirit..don't bother about them..Act like nothing happened.if they come to me and ask some question..errrmmm.i just keep my mouth shut..!! Can?
That's cruel....