stress...

Its been such a long time that I didn't wrie in my blog. I always have time, but when my fingers are ready to type, my mind just froze in time. Too many things to tell, but very limited words to type. Lately..too many things happened around me. Good, bad, beautiful..all mix together but doesn't well blend.

But, now..i 'love'to tell something that very make myself so stress out and feel like I wanna scream loud. Look, another 7 days, another 7 precious days for my student to study before their PMR exam next week. But, they are so dumb and berlagak nak mampuih, and they just act nothing will happen to them. they don't study and they don't act like they are students. What they know, they are having fun and showing us some kind of bad attitude. God..



So..darling..after what had had happened today, I think better if I don't have to bother about them anymore. i gave them some questions and ask my student to answer. To my horror, one of my student don't even know how to draw an animal cell complete with label. I asked him to draw the animal cell and just give me three parts that he knows. Gosh..he was just standing in front of the class and scratched his head.


am totally pissed off. I keep questioning to myself. is that my mistakes? Because I couldn't deliver the learning process to them in the right way. Did I? darling..darling...I gave them everything..all notes, diagram, question and everything..but USELESS!!!

So..it is better for me, don't stress it out..relax, take a deep breath..and enjoy my pregnancy. Am i right. If they don't want to study, is all up to them. They choose their own future, they all got family and 'lovely' parents that can take care of them. Not my duty to make sure their children are success. That theirs!!!--> obviously am stressed out. Hahahhaaa...

Tomorrow, new spirit..don't bother about them..Act like nothing happened.if they come to me and ask some question..errrmmm.i just keep my mouth shut..!! Can?
That's cruel....