Thursday, February 26, 2009

feel bad


He just sent me message and told me that he is on the way out for shopping with them. A lil bit of jealous, but nevermind, i know in his heart and his mind, always thinking about me. Hahhaa.. love to know that!! there is someone that really care and love me with all his heart and soul. Its going to be 5 years now. Wow..such a long time yea!!!

Chatting with my twin, and he's telling how tired he is lately. Of course, he's been busy managing sports activity in his school. Good job. He was managing soccer team, handball and evrything. Sometimes, i have a thought, no others teacher are willing to do ke? Or my twin ni gila kuasa? Hhahahha...anyway...keep up the good work dear.
Tomorrow is Friday. Aiyooo, having Physical Education 5 periods enough make me sweating. i need to do lots of exercise, my body is 'expanding'. I must do something. Before its too late. Before my butt and my waist can't fit in my lovely jeans (size 28). What is wrong with my body? i used to very concern with every kilos that i gain, but now..my apetite is like..veerrrry big. Having heavy meals everyday and i sleep during daytime for one hour is enough to develop some extra part at my waist, neck and face. Oooooh no!!!! Am fat....I skip my aerobics routine for about one month, and the result is my weight now is 5*kg. WHAT???

Trying to finish a book " Confession of the Air Hostess". what a lovely book. Fun reading. But, evrytime am trying to read, my eyes feel heavy n finally..u know!!
Need to go downstairs n grab something to chew. what? again? errrk..i just had tandoori chicken and garlic naan cheese for my dinner and now, i feel i want to eat again...!! HELLOOOOOOO, what's wrong with you jill?
You depressed? Yea...i am. So?

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