I don't know how to put in words anymore. How much I hate him. I can't live without him anymore. Too much contradiction. And I hate it for sure. we always start a fight just because of small things. For example, he likes to hang out with his friend (useless friend), until late night. Actually, telling you the truth, i love he doing that so that i have much time alone, reading, surfing and messaging.
If he really loves to hang out with friend, then leave me. Please, please don't burden me with your problems anymore. i hate you!!! You are not supporting, you don't have any motivation and you can't be neither a good husband nor a father. You suck!!
What is wrong me? How long I have to wait, how long? I'm 28 years old now, I want to move forward. My life is very important now. My aiden and my future. be with him, is like hang myself and waiting to DIE!!! Please..please God!!
" my head now is swimming with my own insecurities"
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